Today is the third week of my new job as a NOC at first i was so much confident with myself but now frankly speaking i feel lot of disappointment in myself the job i need to remember alot of method but i just can't get those method into my brain i just don't know why i keep telling myself i can do it but in the end i still remember nothing at all i just hope i can cope with the new job in three month time before my confirmation or else i don't think i will stay with that job because the job itself need team work if i don't know how to do cope with the job at all then i will become the burden of the team hope everything go on smoothly!!!